Clueless !

It has been a couple of weeks or more since I last blogged. The problem lies not in my lack of time, but in the fact that there's always been a dearth of ideas, a dearth of topics to write my blogs on. Whenever I sit down to write something, I am completely clueless; I start rambling(no pun intended this time) and that's the end of it.

So, let me recall the things that are happening in my life and hopefully, I'll come up with somethng to write about.
Rewinding the last twenty four hours of my life: dreamt, woke up, brushed my teeth, ate breakfast, went to classes, came back, ate dinner and am blogging now. There's nothing to write about my dreams as I don't remember one single detail(heck, I don't even remember whether I dreamt or not), classes were normal and I don't recall anything interesting happening(read: I fell asleep), dinner's always the same and ........that's it..... Hmmph...!! I am still clueless,don't know what to write about

Let me go more back in time.
Rewinding the last 36 hours of my life : saturday was special - the first day of the new year. Had a real good time with my closest friends, met with an old friend after two and a half years and then went to the science museum. There among other notable things I saw my first 3D film. Sunday: nothing that I could remember. Monday: dull as every other monday(classes started again after weekend !). Hmmpph...still clueless

Let me go back a month in time.
Rewinding the last month of my life: Holidays started. Back at home, enjoyed the food and affection of my mother. Otherwise, it was boring like hell. Wrote a few articles(mostly nonsense) for my blogs.

Hmmmppphhh.....clueless again...
The last six months: The only good thing that happened was my admission into IIT Guwahati and I don't remember(or I don' want to remember) anything else..........................hmmph...

What am I doing with my life ? I am totally clueless as to what I am doing now neither do I know what I am going to do in the next 4 years of my life. I realise being clueless about a topic to write is not the issue anymore....I am clueless with my life...

I am really scared; what am I gonna do in the next four years of my life... I don't want to be a machine who only eats, attends classes and sleeps... I want to do something, I want to do something big and I want to achieve something much bigger but what exactly????? ....I am clueless...